What is the hardest thing in my life?

There are always some ups and downs in our life, but this is life. life is not just time spent with your loved ones, but life and time shows you the real face of the other
 person. Life can never be easy but we can make it easy,
by not focusing on the difficulties which are in the present but to see the future and enhance it.
 Life is all about choices from your birth to your death.In which there are hard and easy choices.
      The hardest thing that I have to do in my life? will be to live when you wanted to die! Not only me but there are thousands of people who wanted to die, just because
they got in a really big fight with there loved ones,
 or they have no meaning to live, they don't have anyone to share there feelings with there sorrow there happiness with. There also are some people who are going though
 various diseases, like cancer or any other incurable disease.
 But at the other side there are some people who beat there disease and live happily. In which my hardest thing is to live when i am dying from the inside,
 because there is no meaning of living when you don't have someone who understands you or means everything to you. I want others to be happy but inside i feel lonely and
unhappy.This is a well said quote,      
            "It's funny how fake a smile can be... and no one can notice the pain that lies beneath it."  
  Like just fake a smile and everyone will think that you are happy, but only one of them can tell how you really feels, and that one would be your closest friend.
And when that friend asks you what happened you don't tell them and just lie them that you are fine.But only your pillow knows how you really feels.
I don't really have a nice reason for not living, but my reasons are hard for me to handle which are not letting me move on in my life, but making me to quit.


                                                                                                            -Alirah Zaidi *-*