The time I left my school to Study Abroad

So, it all started at the start of 2017, when my mom decided that we're leaving Pakistan and coming to Malaysia, this news was a major track-off in my happy life, but at the same time I was really happy that I'm leaving Pakistan and gonna study abroad. As the days pasted and our moving time came near I got sad cuz I didn't wanted to leave my friends behind.
Nobody knew that I was even leaving Pakistan with my sister to study abroad, when my friends and school got to know it, it got a bit heart-breaking for them and for me. I really didn't wanted to go from Pakistan.
I still remember the last day of mine in Pakistan, it was 4th March'2017. I was feeling down the whole day in school, and everyone was making me laugh and giving me to-bring-list which I gotta TCS them, but still there was a tear in my eye but because of them a smile on my face. Mostly my friends were guys in school and they never use to stay in school after off-time but that day they did because it was my last day in school. One of them even cried a bit and was sad as hell because I was going he didn't wanted me to leave..
Later, after a moment after my friends left I went to meet the teachers and say them good-bye most of them were happy for me but sad as well that I'm leaving, specially my English teacher: Sir Imran he was really happy that I'm going, yeah he was just happy, But when I told my school's Principal that I am leaving the school, he got really sad and was a bit teared up and gave me many blessings.
And this was the last day of mine in my old school ''St.Andrew's High School''. And now my goal is to visit Pakistan after becoming someone! And to make my school proud. 

My Principal. :)  

My experience of Déjà vu.

Have you guys ever left like re-living a situation again, and that time being competently shocked and think; Oh man! This has happened before with me! 😯 Well, that's Déjà vu. Let me tell you about scenario which happened with me! More likely, déjà vu...
           So, it all started with a bright, sunny morning, who am I kidding, no that wasn't the start, well it really was raining, and on that awful day my mom told me that, we have to go to get my passport and to get dressed as quick as possible, and on the other side I looked like a drug addict, with different colored socks, looking at her with a exhausted face and cried that I didn't wanted to go because of the weather, but unfortunately, had to get my passport. Then I crawled down the bed to get dressed, and went to the washroom to change, i got  à la mode, and went to the passport office. As I and my mom was in the car I asked her if we could be able to stop at a café after collecting the passport from the passport office, she agreed and I was pretty amazed that she actually agreed with me.
The passport office was the place where i got my déjà vu.. It was when I was in the passport collecting queue while my mother was sitting on the chairs right next to the entry door, there were about 5 to 6 people in front of me, I had my sunglasses on and was continuously slowly tap dancing, and driving some peoples attention towards me  along with that I had the collecting ticket in my hand which i was rolling like a cigarette with drops of sweat in it, and there was a lady standing in front of me wearing a long shirt with lose pair of pajama, and had a hijab, holding on a walking stick, banded a little, thinking about something while holding the ticket in the other hand, softly and straight.As I got to the collecting counter and got my passport, the lady in front of me was quite dizzy, and semi-conscious, I helped her couple of time to stop from falling but when me and my mother was going out of the passport office, I saw the same lady fell down to her knees with a great pain on her face, and at the same moment most people rushed to her to pick her up and sprinkled some water on her face. and tried to wake her up, after some tries is woke up, and got up on her feets again, and left the office.
My déjà vu was that I had already seen that the lady would get on her feets again, and will be waking out of the office, but at that time didn't had a clue that which office it was. And along with being shocked I was happy as well, that she stood up again. That was my Déjà vu, yea i know it is kind of lame but for me what matter at that moment was that the lady got fine. 

Most dangerous drug in the world: Devil's Breath. 💉💊

The Devil's Breath's real name is "scopolamine" and is made using extracts from a tree known popularly as the "borrachero" tree which is common in the South American country of Colombia and which loosely translates to the "get-you-drunk" tree. The seeds, contain a chemical similar to scopolamine called 'Burandanga". flowers and pollen of the tree are known to possess hallucinogenic qualities when consumed or inhaled but how effective, or widespread its usage is, is a point of contention. The seeds, when powdered and extracted via a chemical process, Borrachero has been used for hundreds of years by native South Americans in spiritual rituals. The compound is said to lead to hallucinations, frightening images, and a lack of free will. 
A hazardous drug that eliminates free will and can wipe the memory of its victims is currently being dealt on the streets of Colombia. 
Scopolamine often blown into faces of victims or added to drinks within minutes, victims are like 'zombies' - coherent, but with no free will. Some victims have even reported emptying bank accounts to robbers or helping them pillage own house. It blocks your free will, wipe your memory and can even kill you if taken in more amount. This is Devil's breath in normal flower form. 

This is just a picture of the flower, they might seem beautiful to some of you guys, but it can more likely change you into a flesh eating zombie if inhaled in large amount.
Its common side effects are dry mouth, blurry vision, dizziness, flushing, and a feeling of light headedness and coma. In severe cases, users may even pose the risk of death.In addition to the side effects referenced above, a number of potentially serious side effects can be linked to use of Devils Breath. These effects include urination issues, confusion, rapid or irregular heartbeat, extreme dry mouth, speaking troubles, disorientation, drastic changes in mood or thought patterns, hallucinations and extreme drowsiness.An allergic reaction is often viewed as an additional serious side effect of Devils Breath use. Common signs associated with a Scopolamine allergic reaction include tightness in the chest area, breathing issues, skin rashes, itchiness, hives, and swelling throughout the face. 
These are some real things which happens to your body... 

                                                                                                                   

What is the hardest thing in my life?

There are always some ups and downs in our life, but this is life. life is not just time spent with your loved ones, but life and time shows you the real face of the other
 person. Life can never be easy but we can make it easy,
by not focusing on the difficulties which are in the present but to see the future and enhance it.
 Life is all about choices from your birth to your death.In which there are hard and easy choices.
      The hardest thing that I have to do in my life? will be to live when you wanted to die! Not only me but there are thousands of people who wanted to die, just because
they got in a really big fight with there loved ones,
 or they have no meaning to live, they don't have anyone to share there feelings with there sorrow there happiness with. There also are some people who are going though
 various diseases, like cancer or any other incurable disease.
 But at the other side there are some people who beat there disease and live happily. In which my hardest thing is to live when i am dying from the inside,
 because there is no meaning of living when you don't have someone who understands you or means everything to you. I want others to be happy but inside i feel lonely and
unhappy.This is a well said quote,      
            "It's funny how fake a smile can be... and no one can notice the pain that lies beneath it."  
  Like just fake a smile and everyone will think that you are happy, but only one of them can tell how you really feels, and that one would be your closest friend.
And when that friend asks you what happened you don't tell them and just lie them that you are fine.But only your pillow knows how you really feels.
I don't really have a nice reason for not living, but my reasons are hard for me to handle which are not letting me move on in my life, but making me to quit.


                                                                                                            -A. Zaidi. 

ESSAY ON; ''MYSELF''

             The authors name is A. Zaidi, who's age is fourteen (14) and study's at St.Andrew's High School. Author's birthday comes on 31 May. the author is a loyal and sincere lady. Author is an ambitious girl, who likes to work hard to achieve life goals.

           Author has a friendly nature and likes to get along with good manner people and  is a respectful girl who respects there elders and be kind to there juniors.  

      Author is very enthusiastic about sports. Author loves to watch and play these sports as well and often enjoys playing badminton with friends. Author's another favorite sport is football. Mesut Ozil  {Arsenal player} is favorite footballer.         

        Apart from sports, Author adores pets and even have a Punched-faced cats and also loves to pet them, by brushing it's hair on daily basis. 

      and lastly author's life goal is to become an Engineer, and  will try very hard to face the obstacles on the road to success.

                                                                 -A. Zaidi